MY NEW BLOG WEBSITE!

Link me!!!
BOOKMARK ME!!!!
Or whatever!
Haha.
Finally I have stepped out of blogger and into WORDPRESS.
I am sorry blogspot! =[
It is due to consecutive failures of posting a proper post.
No photos could be uploaded here too.
I had enough of this nonsense.
By the way,
this concludes as my last post in blogspot.
Sad but no choice =[

SO,
PEEPS!
Follow me to.......
http://amourparfume.wordpress.com/
This is my new link. =]
Trying to cope with my new blog.
Anyway,
no worries.
I had imported all my previous posts into wordpress. =)
Once again.
FOLLOW ME AND LINK ME BACK AGAIN!!!

http://amourparfume.wordpress.com/
http://amourparfume.wordpress.com/
http://amourparfume.wordpress.com/

I will see you peeps there! =]

Update.. UP! =]

Oh!!
I love UP! =]
Last night I went to watch UP 3D with my sister till 1 plus am.
Totally a MUST SEE movie for me.
I love the storyline and the graphic.
Very cool.
Haha.

Too bad.
Blogger is still having some problems with the posting section I guess.
Long weekend again.
Happy Birthday Singapore in advance!
44th Birthday.
That's nice =]

Oh ya.
Peeps,
thanks for the concern for all these while.
I am a lot better now.
I am slowly adapting to the way I am now.
I feel much happier and not that heavy hearted anymore.
Hope that things will be much more better in the future!!!
Haha!

ALL PRESENTATIONS DOWN!!
Super Duper happy.
No debarment for me this semester!
So I am left with my final major exams and the remaining attachment.
I shall do it with grace and not to take any more Medical Leave.
If not I am sure that my Clinal Instructor will chase after me and kill me! =X
I am known as the MC Queen.
Gosh I also cannot tahan myself. -_-|||
How weak I am.
Hehe.
So I will pray to God that I will have a healthy body to embrace these attachments.

Phew,
So I have 8 weeks of major holidays afterall.
I hope I can fully utilise it to the max!
GYM!
HOHO.
Great Idea.
Not to miss running on the stadium track too!!
So anyone who is interested too please contact me if you want to be my gym mates! =]

Oh,
I almost forgot something.
I thank you for trusting me this time.
I am really happy that you can believe me.
My faith and determination is high!
So no problem this time!
Weeeeeee. ^-^
Remember to take care of yourself.
You have such a weak immune system despite of your appearance. =[
I will pray hard for you that you will be super healthy and fine when you are in the army! =]
Take things naturally and follow your feelings too once in a while.
Don't always think so much even though it is difficult for you ok? =)


For now I really looking forward to the Operating Theatre posting!!!
I want to see some GORE ACTIONS LIVE! =X
Hoho.
I wonder how bad the operating rooom will fill with the smell of BLOOD.
Will I vomit or even faint when I see the scalpel knife slice through the flesh and reveal the organs inside?
Wow!!!
I want to experience it RIGHT NOW!
I am so curious about everything of it.
Gotta brush up my skills and the knowledge to prepare for the glory week. >_<~
It is so cool to be able to step into the OT to see operation live and have the chance to assist the doctor during the operations =]
I hope the doctors are friendly enough and will not attitude me when I assist them =(
Gosh so I do have some liking towards some areas of Nursing.
I am glad that I did not waste my 3 precious years.
I was thinking whether to appeal to go Raffles Hospital for my Final 3 months posting.
It would be nice if I can try the private hospital.
Who knows I may end up liking the private hospital setting instead and start working there?

Hoho.
Nothing is impossible.
I hope I will find some passion to certain part of the Nursing.
I want to be a good nurse too.
Just like the rest =]

And I hope I can upload pictures in my blog soon again!
How awful. =[
See you. =)

Outing with my dearest PER NER to ECP and Marina Barrage.

Hello peeps!
I had a great time with them last night.
One more week and Chubby will formally go to the University.
We Jewel will miss you very much! =]

How sad.
The blog problems has not been fixed yet.
So I gotta wait till I can upload our PER NER outing photos.

So look out for it ok? =]

Update again soon.

I am on a rollercoaster ride! =X

Hey is this blog getting weirder???
I totally couldn't find the icons to change my font color and type.
How sad.

As what you can see about today's title,
Yeah.
I am on a rollercoaster ride.
Seriously my feelings are going up and down and up and down and so on very quickly.

Wow!
I am damn exhausted!

I feel so crazy,
how can I feel so happy and yet by the next minute I can feel damn gloomy and then extremely happy again? =X
But yesterday was truly a happy and sad day for me.

I PASSED MY SKILL TEST!!!
I got CVP Monitoring.
The easiest skill compared to the other 2 skills.
Congratulations to those who had passed this final skill test.
Great!
I feel so relaxed now.
No more re-test. =]

And regarding the sad thing...

I... feel so heavy again.
I can only let out a sigh.
I am getting messy again..
I always felt assured.
But the next day it was back to the old gloomy days again.
Am I having a dream?
A delusion?
Or I am just cheating myself again?

Yeah you peeps may just think that I am thinking too much and emo-ing again.
I guess but yeah.
I must not assume.

But neither should I find excuses to cover the blunt spot.
Hmm.
Maybe I shouldn't care so much about it after all.
I will just be myself.
Or else I will be suffocated to death by many things sooner or later.

Ok good..
Nothing can beat me.
I am all good =]
Yes.
After all,
this is what I have decided to do.
So I must carry on and walk down the path.
Jia you Liting.
I can tolerate it.
Persevere it.

I will update again.
See you.

I am a happy little girl. =X

It have been such a long time since I was this happy. =]

Haha..

As for why am I this happy,

I shall not disclose it totally.

My bad. =]

Hello peeps.

Thanks for reading again and I would like to thank everyone for the concern about me.

Everything is so fresh and nice again.

Beautiful memories kept popping up in my mind.

It was such a nice and gay feeling that I almost forget how nice a person can feel. =]

I thank God for it.

Thank you.

Ohh finally I get to watch Ice Age 3 [3D] with him.

Aww love those baby dinosaurs!

worth watching it. =)

He was kind enough to watch it with me even though he have already watched it with his friends.

Silly boy.

I thank you for accompanying me yesterday.

I am really enjoying it.

Even though it was a little awkward for me initially.

hoho=X

I am really happy that you love my prezzies!!.

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO YOU AGAIN.

Ah sorry,

everything was prepared the very last minute.

Because everything just happened so quickly within a matter of few days.

So forgive me if there is any shortcomings.

Love the clay smell hor =X

I couldn't really take it.

haha.

And for the fragrance I am super relieved that you like it.

I was super worried as i feel it was super duper risky to buy fragrance for people without knowing whether they will love such smell or not in guy point's of view.

LUCKY!

I hope that you are not saying it in order to comfort me when the fact is that you are not really keen to use it at all =[

*Cross fingers >~<

Another presentation down this morning.

Great.

I am still left with 2 presentations and a final skill test!

And off to the final semester exam!

Wow,

left one more month to go.

Well,

I am happy that everything was kinda right on track again.

Gosh..

It took me so long to be alright again.

Neyo-Part of the list

It describe my feeling for him now.

Here are the lyrics.

Style of your hair,
shape of your eyes and your nose,
the way you stare
As if you see, right through to my soul,

It's your left hand and the way
that it's not quite as big as your right,
the way you stand in the mirror
before we go out at night,

Our quiet time,
your beautiful mind,

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

The way you sweet smell
lingers when you leave a room,
(you leave a room)
Stories you tell as we lay
in bed all afternoon.
(all afternoon)

I dreamed you now every night
in my mind is where we meet.
(my mind is where we meet)
and when I'm awake
staring at pictures of you asleep.

Touching your face,
invading you space.

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

Oooh, and you'll live in my memories forever more I swear.
And you'll live in my memories forever more I swear.

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile, or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

This is my favourite song for now.

I kept repeating it.

The lyrics feel so true to me.

and it sounds so soothing.

Love it. ^-^

Oh it's time to say goodbye again.

But no worries I will update soon tomorrow regarding my skills results =]

Bless me and you.

Hello peeps.

Today is a very lonely day for me.

I feel so left out.

Because I am no longer part of his family.

While he is happy celebrating I am at home alone.

Today is so different from the past years.

Things keep changing and changing.

I wonder whether the things that I do is irritating or redundant not.

My existence seems to be disappearing slowly into thin air although I made some efforts.

Well well,

I am not that important person afterall.

Never mind.

I shall see how it goes.

Patience is the virtue.

Jia you ting.

Nothing will beat you down. =]

I just do what's the best that I can.

I will update soon again.

The ME.

Can you feel my sadness?

Old school feel.

Scary doll. =X

Paint me!

Shine me with your light.

Silence

Hello peeps.

I am here again to upload my unpublished photos =]

And by the way,

I will not go to clubs anymore so the existing clubbing photos from the previous post is taken off from my blog to prove my determination!

Haha.

I do wonder how many people are happy and sad about my decision.

I am all set.

Addie Baby told me that I am not cut out for clubbing.

Because she knew my pattern cannot control much.

I guess she is right,

So I must not go again.

I feel like I am "possessed".

I always feel so excited when I go clubbing,

but it ain't that fun at all!?

But I couldn't stop and party like crazy.

I am happy that such urges had died down now.

No more mistake.

Hmm,

I am in dilemma now.

What should I do?

I am totally looking forward to this Sunday. =X

Hee.

I am not going to tell you why..

>_<

Haha.

But I guess I need to do something about it.

Update again..

See you.

If we are meant to be, we will be.

*Happy*

*Solemn*

Oh yeah! Finally I know how to tackle this weird bug.

I have managed to find all those missing icons. [Though it's hidden]

So now I can blog to my heart's content. =]

It had been such a long time that I would sat down and blog seriously.

Many many things and events had happened to me during these 3 months.

I experienced emotions cocktail.

It was truly not a good 3 months for me.

Sad.

Angry.

Happy.

Frustrated.

Lonely.

Tired.

Irritated.

Hopeless.

Guilty.

Regretful.

What a wonderful formula for an emotions cocktail.

But well, I am glad to been through all these as it makes me feel more sensible and knowing what exactly that I wanted in Life.

I regretfully would like to apologise that things turned out to be like this.

I am at fault too.

I owed you too much.

You are really a Mr. Nice Guy.

[No inner meaning to it ok. =x]

Only that you met a Miss. Notti Girl.

If you remember what I told you that night.

Even though it is not a promise,

I feel it is way better than a promise.

I will prove it to you through time and action that

I,

Liting.

Can also have the determination to change my shitty character and not to repeat my graving mistake again.

This shitty mistake had cost me such a high price to pay!

I will not allow it to destroy me again.

This may sound crappy to you again,

but I do learn my lesson for real.

I had lost many precious things just because of it and I wouldn't enjoy even if I do it again.

So,

I will persevere on. =]

Ok,

I think I need to plan a short term and long term goals for my battle plan.

Examples of short term goals:

Enriching my time and enjoy what I can.

Such as,

Going to the GYM!!!

Gosh!

How many precious gyming sessions have I missed.

AWW.

I wasted all my previous effort now that my stamina is poor again due to constantly being sick recently.

So angry.

Gotta restart again.

Well never mind,

I will go back to the school gym after my skill exam and skill theory test is over. =]

As for the long term goal,

Sorry peeps.

I would like to keep it a secret. =X

I think many people will laugh at me saying that I am a stupid idiot.

But well,

I do not mind because I am SELFISH too!

I am also a human.

I hope I can get what I wanted ultimately.

All I want is a simple life and someone who really love me can be by my side.

This is such a far fetch DREAM.

A dream that might not be fufilled.

Anyway,

This will be the post to keep me reminded and prevent me from side-tracking again.

I really need to have faith in what I am doing and planning right now.

I hope my energy for it will last.

I am a pessimistic person so I guess I would need to try extra harder to keep myself from thinking too much.

Just relaxed and go along with the flow,

and who knows what fruits of labour I will get at the end of the passage way. =]

If we are meant to be,

we will be.

When TIME & TRUST is to be found again,

I believe that may be the time we will be together again.

I thank God for answering my prayers and that it turned out to be better than I expected surprisingly.

Hope God will lead me to him and

God will bless you too for you are a good person.

But I do admited that you are a very SELFISH person.

But I forgive you for doing so.

Because I do understand from your point of view.

So faster change your childish perspective ok?

I wonder how long will you take. =[

Very long.

Good luck then.

And good luck to me too.

I believe in fate,

who ridiculously brought us together before.

You find it amusing too right?

It amused me while thinking back.

And sorry regarding about the Good/Best friend request that I made to you.

Maybe this is the only way to keep me on track and happy.

See.

I am SELFISH.

But you have nothing to lose. =X

How sad!

I lost the icons again.

I couldn't post new pictures of me till this posting problem is solved. =[

Never mind, I will still update my blog again soon.

See you.

What is wrong with blogger?

Gosh!

I couldn't post as what I wanted.

I think there are bugs in the blogger or something inside have crashed!

DOT..

I DON"T EVEN KNOW WHAT I TYPING!!

I can only roughly see some parts of the post.

Sad, I was so eager to come back home to blog to my heart's content and then such things happened.

Sigh. =[

I guess I will have to wait another one fine day to blog nicely again.

Sorry peeps.

I will update again once the problem is fixed.. =[

Sick!

HI PEEPS~!

I apologised for not blogging for so long.

I tried being a hardcore clubber last week and i ended up falling sick.

Gosh there are some problems uploading the pictures,

so You guys have to wait a bit longer for the photos. =]

Wednesday was a crazy night with Jq, Wz and Chub.

It was too crazy till they were scared of me.

Last week I was a REBEL/ZIRCA regular.

Ended up going there on Wed, Thurs and Sat.

Hardcore clubbing till I am down with flu-like symptoms.

Since Sun.

Those who club with me if you start to get unwell please do inform me too.

Finally went to see doc this morning.

Doc wants me to observe for 1 2 days,

If I still didn't improve then I guess I have to call 993 to ask ambulance to fetch me go hospital.

Hope it's a false alarm.

Haha.

My sore throat was very bad.

That's what the doc told me.

No wonder my throat hurt like hell. =[

People do wish me well ok.

I still have a lot of things to do and projects to rush.

I can't afford to fall.

How sad.

I gonna miss going out for awhile.

Shut Out Day.

Today is a Shut Out Day for me.
Listen to EMO songs.
Totally enjoy it till I would like to share with everyone! =]

Occupy my mind with Sad Songs.

Love or Hate my iPhone? I wonder.

How about some cold, straight look?

There are 2 person in ME.
[Gosh I accidentally reflect on the puzzle! Feels like I am sadly looking upon it. Indeed.]

You are so FAR away from me.

Shut my World with my tiny hand.

In order to smile again.

Hence I will slowly shut my world till I wouldn't be hurt again.
For those who does not know what I am talking about,
the puzzle is given by him during our 1st year anniversary.
I mentioned it before in my old post.

Lily Allen- Littlest Things

This song that is playing right now really fits me and him,
my mood and my emotions.
Enjoy.

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
no one in the world who could replace you

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Excuses!!!

WOW!
I am indeed so naive.
HAHA.
Everything are just excuses.
Soon, everything is going to be over.
I shall see what you have to say.
I finally realised it.

I think I am really a one big fool.
But,
the table has turned.
I ain't a FOOL anymore!!
Save it!
MR NICE GUY!!
TRY HARDER!
You are just buying yourself some time to make yourself looks nicer.
Yeah you can say I am assuming things.
Correct me then.
If not,
just save it.

HAH!
Sure I do already know the outcome.
After all I am NOT THAT important.
Enjoy all you want.
You will regret it for not choosing me instead of other factors sh**

Exercise! =]

AH!
Finally I am determined enough to exercise in order to slim down.
I was afraid that my legs would become even bigger,
because my legs tends to swell after exercising or walking for long hours.


But now,
I wanted to give it a try again.
I was thinking that in the past I may be exercising for a short time only,
so there's maybe isn't sufficient time to burn my leg's fats. [Hope that it is not oedema]


Suddenly,
I feel the strong urge of going to the gym when I heard that Mich and Gaya are going today.
Somehow I feel that it will be good if I join them.


And guess what?
Straight away I went to the school arcade mall to buy sports shorts and a sport shoes carrier,
and immediately I cab home to change into my sport gears.
Everything happened so quickly!


HAHA.
I wanted to laugh at myself.
What am I doing?
I am being so implusive.
Will I regret?
But I am glad that I have done it. =]


It was fun!
Been such a looooooong time since i last exercised,
I feel so refreshing though tired.
My whole face flushed like mad!
It was so red that I laugh at myself.


It was worthwhile,
to train my stamina.
Seeing how good my friend's stamina makes me feel so encouraged,
so I have to make sure that this new flame will not die out that easily!


Hoho.
It was really difficult for me because I do admit that I am really lazy. =X
But I gonna work out on the average of 3 times per week.


Overdoing it is bad,
So for someone with such lousy stamina like me,
I guess this should do it.


Perhap God is helping me to change and this could make me feel stronger and healthy.
Greatly appreciated and I hope I will be a better person.
And maybe focusing on sliming down and training stamina could clear my mind and worries at the present. =]


I really do hope all this do works out fine for me.


Oh ya,
not to forget about the 200 sit up per day that I gonna catch up.
Been years since I do that.
Missing my flat and lined tummy.
Good luck to me. ^-^


And I will not be late for gym early in the morning 8.30am tomorrow.
I am feeling excited for the "NEW" me to be.
So!


Good night everybody!!!

Love~

Gosh I love this picture!

Love is when you look into someone's eyes,

AND SEE everything you need.

I am waiting for mine. =[